I was exhausted and didn't have time to realize it

I'm going on my third week of being home from work and have semi-paused my efforts to find new deals. It wasn't planned but it's definitely been a much needed break. It is not lost on me that this pandemic is a bad thing in many ways but I have been grinding away at a career for almost 20 years. I've been raising children for almost 10. I've been chasing my real estate goals for 7+. I was so damn tired and too busy to realize it. For the first time in as long as I can remember I feel like I've gotten adequate rest: both sleep and mental downtime. I don't want to go back to "normal".