Inquired about a investor mentorship/community until..

Hello BP community! I'm new to just about everything real estate. I took a chance on myself a few months to invest full time after educating myself for years now. So far I have invested in two deals and want to propel myself with a mentor. I hear that mentors can really take you to the next level and really cut the growing pains down considerably. 

So my question is, has anyone paid for coaching/mentoring that gives you access to their "special" program and community? I inquired about a mentoring group out of Utah that I have been following on YouTube for some time now. I really liked their model and what they represented until I found out they want $20k for their lifetime membership of coaching and mentoring with access to their tools and deals and so on. 

I was shocked. I know you have to invest in yourself before anything with education and everything but that kind of money is a down payment on a property to me. 

Has anyone gone through with something like this and found it worth it? Or should I run? Part of me thinks I should invest into it and part of me doesnt. I dont have alot of capital yet because again I'm just starting to get my feet wet. If anyone has input or experience with anything related to this I would love to hear from you! 

Thank you for the help!