@Erin Auman I have many perceived fears that I know probably really dont exist and some that need to be overcome thru training.. for example: fear of an impromptu public speech ,fear of deep waters (a legit fear) ,fear of making a big financial mistake etc...but I have been watching lots of youtube videos,motivational speeches and just showing up and taking tiny consistent steps towards the goal seems to be a good compromise between not taking any action action at all.

Account Closed  compromise and reach a middle ground.