There was definitely a cringe reaction that, perhaps, wasn't the intention.- Is there a way to track sent emails?

My reaction was only to that point.

It is hard when you do not get the reaction (support, encouragement, enthusiasm) you want from people you are very close with when you tell them about your dreams and goals in life.  

What is your reaction as it relates to your book?

Be ready for both reactions. 

From my understanding, there are appropriate programs in place to lessen the reaction like last time.I don't think there's an exact science or formula but yes, we may seem similar numbers

My initial reaction in reading your post was to find someone else to work with.

Also, from this reaction you could see how maybe a potential tenant may see it.

I get your initial reaction of "wtf, it's MY property, so I want access". 

I am having the same reaction reading about cash refi and still able to cash flow right off the back on today's rates.